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Playpen
04:38
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"Playpen"
Am I just a toy
Am I your friend
Are you just a boy
Am I your friend
Am I just a toy in your playpen that you throw about
Are you just a mouse in my kitchen I keep chasing out
Do you even know that I'm sitting here just like a bum
And like your guitar am I just a chord you try to strum
You're still in my head I cannot let you leave
The colors of my life are dark and grey whoa
A little mislead still soakin in your tea
And my colors faded away
Am I just a toy
Am I your friend (am I your friend)
I don't mean to bother you I don't wait for anyone
So can you get outside of your head you are the broken one
I think you've got me wrong cause I know I'd rather be alone
Then putting up with you tonight, see its you I have outgrown
You're still in my head I cannot let you leave
The colors of my life seer dark and grey whoa
A little mislead still soakin in your tea
And my colors faded away
And you're still in my head I cannot let you leave
The colors of my life seer dark and grey whoa
A little mislead still soakin in your tea
And my colors faded away
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2. |
Punch
03:41
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"Punch"
Ear pressed against the door
Tears of disbelief
What I'm longing for
Resolving to relief
You made up your mind, you were mine
I ran into your arms
And there was the kiss, only this
Could shoot me up into the dark
Now you have the upper hand
So the punch came so hard
Now you have the upper hand
So the punch came so hard
These scars they are all that is left of the years you wasted me
I followed you around like a hound waiting for you to believe
I was all that you need everything you've been waiting for
Gave enough of myself till I couldn't fight love anymore
Then the punch came so hard
and the punch came so hard
Shattered little pieces
My former broken self
I left a few behind me
Now you can wound yourself
My realistic anticipation couldn't be
But I learned from you
When you hold your heart in your hand
Frigid reality you come to
They always have the upper hand
So the punch comes so hard
They always have the upper hand
So the punch comes so hard
These scars they are all that is left of the years you wasted me
I followed you around like a hound waiting for you to believe
I was all that you need everything you've been waiting for
Gave enough of myself till I couldn't fight love anymore
Then the punch came so hard
and the punch came so hard
In the end you'll only be
Holding onto cutlery
Wondering why they couldn't love me
And the punch comes so hard
The punch comes so hard
That punch comes so hard
And the punch came so hard
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3. |
What About Me
03:27
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"Waiting"
You didn't wanna hurt me
You didn't really want me anymore
And now that I'm standing
Here you're just a crawling back for more
But isn't this the ending
Of something that we had just once before
The ending that you wanted
The one that says we're never anymore
Whose hand is one that door
And I see you above me
Below me, beside me
But I don't need you anymore
What makes you think I need you
Don't care what you've been through
What about me cause we've done you before
It's what about me
It's all about me
You wanna know about me
Cause you are so broken inside
I thought it kinda funny when you said
I "ruined your whole life"
The broken understanding
Of what came here to be
Was never so demanding
Empty and alone to be with me
This could make history
And I see you above me
Below me, beside me
And I don't need you anymore
What makes you think I need you
Don't care what you've been through
What about me cause we've done you before
It's what about me
It's all about me
You didn't wanna hurt me
You didn't really want me anymore
And now that I'm standing
Here you're just a crawling back for more
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4. |
My Last Mistake
05:20
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"My Last Mistake"
woah woah woah woah
If you haven't heard about me
I have cried enough for two
And while you're holding onto her
I'm still holding out for you
You don't think that I still love you
I know it hasn't been much fun
But if you're gonna leave me
Watch this mascara run
Well well
What have we got here
Well well
It all just disappeared
My eyes awake
And I choose to make
You my last mistake
woah woah woah woah
Every night I think about you
In the dark I lay alone
And while your holding onto her
I sit and write this song
All these memories in my mind race
Of every secret came undone
While you continue to deceive me
I watch this mascara run
Well well
What have we got here
Well well
It all just disappeared
My eyes awake
And I choose to make
You my last mistake
well well (you my last mistake)
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"Skyscrapers and Helicopters"
As I'm walking up to you again
I remember
Every memory
That we had
Thinking back into the day
It was November
All I wanted
Was all that you had
We were meeting at skyscrapers
Just you and me and helicopters
I wanted you to stand
Hand in my hand
With your arms wrapped up
around me in a
Snow covered land
And you free fall into love with me
As I fall into you
Like our skyscraper
We are still standing true
As I fall for you
Every moment that we made that day
Sill frozen in my mind
Then you asked me
Would you be mine
A perfect cut out from a movie scene
Each movement of your mouth
Giving deja vu
For all my dreams of you
And we were meeting at skyscrapers
Just you and me and helicopters
Now were meeting at skyscrapers
Still you and me and helicopters
I wanted you to stand
Hand in my hand
With your arms wrapped up
around me in a
Snow covered land
And you free fall into love with me
As I fall into you
Like our skyscraper
We are still standing true
And I wanted you to stand
Hand in my hand
With your arms wrapped up
around me in a
Snow covered land
And you free fall into love with me
As I fall into you
Like our skyscraper
We are still standing true
As I fall for you
And I still love you
And I still love you
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6. |
Again
05:38
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"Again"
Wonder why again
Then we fight again
Reignite again
Then divide again
Then I sigh again
And I write again
Realize again
Then you're right again
On our own, we both know
What we are fighting for
Then I pray again
To find my strength again
Keep at bay again
Things I say again
Let's start today again
Don't go away again
Before we fray again
Will you stay again
On our own, we both know
What we are fighting for
Whatever what you want from me
I'll give you everything
And if you stay until the end
We'll pick the pieces up again
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7. |
Even When I Lie
05:13
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"Even When I Lie"
Where are you today yeah
Oh and when will I see the real you again
You run away from me so I come running at you
I try to fix you up so I can feel okay too
We're not the same people
Don't act like you're not feeling everything
We are pretending
We are not what they see at all
How is it that you cant find the man you were before
I'll admit a part of me's been locked behind the door
You run away from me so I come running at you
I try to fix you up so I can feel okay too
We're not the same people
Don't act like you're not feeling everything
We are pretending
We are not what they see at all
We are the same in every way
We have to fight this fear away
I can't tell you how to see me
But you can have what's left of me
I have a choice to love you sir
Regardless of what you think you're worth
And i want you to be on my side
Can't you hear every time I lie
Let us find the only way to unify again
If we don't try to justify we cannot
begin
But we are the same in every way
We did our best to throw away
All of the things we couldn't see
You can still have what's left of me
And I have a choice to love you sir
Regardless of what you think you're worth
I want you to be on my side
I love you even when I lie
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8. |
Lifeless
05:27
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"Lifeless"
It's late, it's dark; I'll wait for you
My feet are getting cold
My eyes can't stop, my visions locked
On shadows my room holds
The breath escapes my lips like steaming
water from a pot
The figures made they help me,
They're the only friends I've got
And I'm longing for someone besides my lifeless friends
And I'm tired of counting sheep jump over my bed
And I hope that one day you will come to save me
But right now, I'll make do with crazy
The time that passes by me as I drape across my bed
Never one step behind me cause my body's filled with lead
One eye peers out the window cause it sees a light nearby
It quickly fades away, why does all life around me die?
Is something gonna happen soon to say "my life's begun"
Or is this body always doomed to never feel the sun?
And I'm longing for someone besides my lifeless friends
And I'm tired of counting sheep jump over my bed
And I hope that one day you will come to save me
But right now, I'll make do with crazy
No sounds around to cure me with my hallow, haunted ears
Just sounds my mind makes up to dry out all my saltless tears
There's only one to make me feel my empty life's complete
My mind goes numb as I sit waiting for the day we meet
And I'm longing for someone besides my lifeless friends
And I'm tired of counting sheep jump over my bed
And I hope that one day you will come to save me
But right now, I'll make do with crazy
Mmmmmm mmmmmm mmmm mmmmm
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"Somebody Make Up Their Mind"
I am tired of the same ol same ol
And I don't care what you think
I don’t know how to love you, argue
And I don't know what to say
Weather it's yours or it's mine
I don't know
Somebody make up their mind
That I should go
You have tried to save this change this
But I must follow my heart
I don’t know how to fix you, re-do
I don't know where to start
Weather it's yours or it's mine
I don't know
Somebody make up their mind
That I should go
And even when I try
I try so hard
But all I think about
Is running far
And you find me
And you tell me
How to love
How to love you
But I'll goodbye
And I'll be fine
I will try
I am tired of the same ol same ol
And I don't care what you think
Weather it's yours or it's mine
I don't know
Somebody make up their mind
That I should go
Weather it's yours or it's mine
I don't know
Somebody make up their mind
That I should go
But I’ll good bye
And I’ll be fine
I will try
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10. |
Light the Candle
03:46
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"Light the Candle"
Light the candle so you'll remember me
I'm without you and I like being free
I hear the talking but are you listening to me
I hear the crying of what we used to be
Love get over me
Stop tormenting me
Don't participate in distracting my fate
Love get off my back
Don't you ever come back here
Disappear
Stop pretending this is all up to me
This is the ending of a not so perfect dream
Your false pretenses are what unraveled me
You said you loved me but is that what you believe
Love get over me
Stop tormenting me
Don't participate in distracting my fate
Love get off my back
Don't you ever come back here
Disappear
Life's not over when you're not next to me
So why're you sober and why are you following me
I'd be lying if I said that I didn't scream
If you heard me crying you'd understand this is why I sing
Love get over me
Stop tormenting me
Don't participate in distracting my fate
Love get off my back
Don't you ever come back here
Disappear
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11. |
Out of the Rain
03:22
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"Out of the Rain"
Breathe deep for me
It's not meant to be easy
Life, trials, struggle, pain
You'll soon be out of the rain
It's not like you to lose your faith
You are always standing strong
And when long days push you so far
You get up and seem to move along
See me, I'll never leave
You, your right, it's not just a breeze
Time, tears, all for one thing
You, you'll soon, be out of the rain
It's not like you to lose your faith
You are always standing strong
And when long days get you so far
You get up and seem to move along
It's not like you to lose your faith
You are always standing strong
And when long days get you so far
You get up and seem to move along
You'll soon be out of the rain
You, you'll soon, be out of the rain
(shh shh shhh)
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12. |
Waiting
03:56
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"Waiting"
All my life I've found a way
To be true
and all I wanted was the day
Say "I do."
When all is said and done
I'm still having fun
With you
Waiting, I've waited for you
And now I can't get away
But I can't save you
So I keep on waiting
Ever trying to believe
But I can't decide
While you're in disguise
And I've waited for you
(Whoa, whoa)
Wonder when you'll go away
I know you
I can't sing to you again
It's not true
When all is said and done
Am I still having fun
Are you
When all is said and done
I'm not having fun with you
Waiting, I've waited for you
And now I can't get away
But I can't save you
So I keep on waiting
Ever trying to believe
But I can't decide
While you're in disguise
And I've waited for you
(Whoa, whoa)
Each time you reach for my hand
You tell me
But everything that we had planned
You told me
It's all not coming true
But I'm still in love with you
Are you
But when the day is done
I don't wanna run
(from you)
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